some notes, what ive been thinking about

"lately," "as of late"
time as physical orientation, indigenous time systems

inner comfort and peace

i am on a journey to not knowing all, towards undoing the paranoia of perception that happens all over online. some digital markers i would like to let go of: instagram story views, follow stats, twitter follow stats — treat relationships as ephemeral things, appreciate them as they grow (now). let go of yurd visitors. they deserve privacy.
it is late mid march and this is my 800th update. I think i would like to be more mindful of the way i program — i tend to refresh and save it a lot because I suppose Im after instant results, but perhaps sometimes it's ok to take it slowly, not see how it'll turn out asap.
is it a door? is it a window? who knows